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Monday, October 11, 2010

broken heart again

today i went to library to print my slip examination ..
guess what ?
aQ jmpew dye larrr ...
mlew2 da malu+excited tapi tetibe rase sedih cgt2 coz nmpk dye dgn girl lain ...
aQ da nak ngs at ctu p still hold on my tears coz tak kan larr nak ngs at library tu ...
malu larr student len nmpk ..
but bile pikir2 balek mmg tak patut kowt aQ suke kat dye coz dye popular n aQ tak ...
dye join dat show sdg kan aQ juz student biase yg tak hot pown ..
dulu mase mule2 kenal dye aQ ingat kn yg dye tu juz student biase n tak popular mcm aQ but aQ salah ..
dye idaman setiap girls dlm kampus nie aQ rase ..
mse mds pown aQ tak perasan dye ..
sedih gile kowt coz aQ tak nak owg yg mcm dye ..
too popular ..
but badly aQ dah fall in luv wif him ..
bkn sng taw aQ nak suke n terime owg tu ..
tapi bile da suke tu mmg suke n syg betul2 ..
but dye too popular cmpai kn aQ taw aQ tak kan dpt dye ..
sejak kali pertame pndg senyuman dye kat tmpt latihan aQ cm terus jatuh ...
jatuh pew ?
jatuh tangge ..
haha tak dew larr ..
opkos jatuh cinte ....
but seriously aQ tak expect yg dye tu popular ...
dlu sblm dye join show tu maybe dye ad ckt perasaan utk aQ tapi lps show tu maybe dye dah sedar yg ramai girls lagi bgs n cantek dari aQ so pas nie dye tak kan pndg aQ pown lagi ..
he deserve to get a better girls than me eventhough deep in my heart i need him so damn much !
yea but i have to back in reality dat im not dat freaking hot to atrack his heart ..
so im back in my sad world ..
crying without any reasons and still keeping the old sad  memories ...
omg i  wish u noe how deep my luv 4 u ...
haha mmg jiwang siak !
klo pkr2 balek pown mmg bnyk kowt rintangan klo aQ kapel dgn dye ..
msti secret admires dye dlu cm tak puas hati dgn aQ n maybe diowg akan buat 1000 helah utk sakit kan hati aQ ..
aQ nie dah larr cpt down so klo diowg jeling ckt pown aQ msti start tak selesa kn ..
one more aQ tak tao cmnew nak explain bout my family ..
msti larr parents dye nak tao dgn sape anak dye berkawan n family aQ cmne ?
so cmne aQ nak explain sedang kan aQ pown tak tao nak ckp cmne ?
most important thing is i dun noe who i am ?
where i come from ?
whose my parents ?
so things will be complicated n aQ tkowt dye tak dpt terime aQ seadanye ..
deep in my heart im so sick wif all dis things ?
love n family ...
im been suffer for a long tyme ...
i dun noe what to do n i think no one is meant tome ?
i will be single till im dead ..
live alone n always in sadness ...
and die wif sadness ......................

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